I feel like I can take on the world and then something like shingles comes along. This round of shingles has really put a hold on my life. I mean I am atill able to function and get through the day, but my activities have halted a bit.
Shingles is a bodys way of saying..ITS TOO MUCH!! They show up when you have a weakened immune system (i do) or are super stressed (i have been).
I hate admiting when I need help. I hate feeling like I am failing in some way. I want to be strong and positive and living life. These past couple weeks my right hip has been throbbing in uncontrollable pain. Well until I take a norco and then I just sleep through it.
I know I have taken too much on in my life. Beachbody coach, Forever Living distributor, challenge groups, school, looking for work that won;t kill me, Spending every spare second trying to make my husband and kids happy. It’s been a lot. And no where in there am I helping me. Im trying to fill a void that can not be filled until I start focusing on me.
So today I shed the layers and put some things on pause. They will still be there when I am ready and when my body is able to take them on. But now is a ME time, a FAMILY time.