Love & Obscenities

Sep 19, 2014

Its that delicious time of year again where I can bake with out over heating!!!!! First request…chocolate chip cookies…next pumpkin muffins I believe! #baking #chocolate #delish http://instagram.com/p/tJRDeSIhyB/

Its that delicious time of year again where I can bake with out over heating!!!!! First request…chocolate chip cookies…next pumpkin muffins I believe! #baking #chocolate #delish

Sep 12, 2014

Miss Fashionista #fashion #fashionista #follow http://instagram.com/p/s2GtwiohxZ/

Miss Fashionista #fashion #fashionista #follow

Sep 4, 2014

Zucchini noodles…I’m in heaven!!!!! #wholefood #veggetti #yum http://instagram.com/p/siZtU7oh-b/

Zucchini noodles…I’m in heaven!!!!! #wholefood #veggetti #yum

Sep 3, 2014

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Sep 3, 2014

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Sep 3, 2014

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Sep 3, 2014

Give me some ME time please

I feel like I can take on the world and then something like shingles comes along.  This round of shingles has really put a hold on my life.  I mean I am atill able to function and get through the day, but my activities have halted a bit.

Shingles is a bodys way of saying..ITS TOO MUCH!!  They show up when you have a weakened immune system (i do) or are super stressed (i have been).

I hate admiting when I need help.  I hate feeling like I am failing in some way.  I want to be strong and positive and living life.  These past couple weeks my right hip has been throbbing in uncontrollable pain.  Well until I take a norco and then I just sleep through it.

I know I have taken too much on in my life.  Beachbody coach, Forever Living distributor, challenge groups, school, looking for work that won;t  kill me, Spending every spare second trying to make my husband and kids happy.  It’s been a lot.  And no where in there am I helping me.  Im trying to fill a void that can not be filled until I start focusing on me.

So today I shed the layers and put some things on pause.  They will still be there when I am ready and when my body is able to take them on.  But now is a ME time, a FAMILY time.

Sep 2, 2014

First day of school!! #kindergarten #secondgrade # timeflies http://instagram.com/p/sdHpDiIh6L/

First day of school!! #kindergarten #secondgrade # timeflies

Aug 25, 2014

"Falling in love with yourself is as beautiful as any experience of love is. It’s learning to laugh at your awkward tendencies and smile at all your quirky habits. It’s learning to be grateful for the many sides you have – confident, crazy, shy, sexy, nerdy, angry, weird, and all the rest of them. It is realizing that you’re one of a kind and that you deserve to give the world the best person you can be. Falling in love with yourself is being happy in your life and knowing that in this one moment in time, you’re beautiful simply because you are you."

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Aug 25, 2014

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